Well,

talking with my best friend Rui always makes everything seem less horrible, every mountain less difficult to climb...ahhaha just kidding I'm done being lame. But it was nice, after not talking to him for maybe a MONTH straight. Well, less than that...but we've talked every day since 6th grade...long breaks like that are not normal or allowed in our relationship. But ever since college started, they seem to be becoming longer and longer...which sucks, but seems inevitable. I know we won't ever stop being friends, but I just wish I always had my constant Rui with me. But he helped me sort out a lot of crap in my head, and I think I finally have decided on a course of action. We'll see how this goes.